January 2009
BLOGGING AT SCHOOOOOOL.
wow, i can’t believe you can get on tumblr at school. i just wanted to say that. now ian’s on tumblr. right next to me. i just gave him the high five i owed him from ‘nana.
my eyes kinda hurt, idk why. they get really irritated when it’s extremely cold outside. i have to go to my locker soon to get my books for last period. eh. i might have to end this soon. okay, i...
My Obligation to Blogging.
i feel obligated to blog. but i don’t know what to blog about. maybe it’s because i have nothing to blog about. i miss being interesting.
that was quoted by kristine, the bitch. she’s a bitch. i love that woman.
but really, i’ve been at a loss of words lately. eh. not cool.
"let me tell you, you're the only one for me. the...
rawr rawr rawr. so much stuff being brought up. not so cool. the best thing i can do now is just look at random stuff online that makes me happy.
specifically .. music. wow, must i always come back to “music is my portal to a different world” thing? it’s getting old, yes. but blah. i need some escape. i need a release. now i understand (or as bob marley would say it,...
Another Day, Another Problem.
“No i can’t be superhuman. i’m just lonely without my woman.”
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i did well on exams. woo. except chem. that will remain to be seen.
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“3000 miles away is where i ought to be cause if you’re miles away from home then you are miles away from me 3000 tears...
She Was Mine
by Jesse Barrera and AJ Rafael
So I hopped on a train
3 in the afternoon
I don’t know when I’m coming back
But I hope that its soon
See I never thought that I’d have to leave your side
Its only physcially
but know that you will be on my mind
Twenty four hours at a time
Cause in my eyes you were mine
No matter where you go
I won’t be very far
Cause in my head I’ll...
"love is no distance baby, when it comes to you...
my infatuation with the song “she was mine” by aj rafael and jesse barrera clearly explains my outlook on love. and let me add that jesse barrera’s voice is pure wonderfulness.
yesterday was fun. being able to hang out with my bestfriends was one of the greatest things that can happen in my life. it was nice to just .. chill. it felt good. i left my heater on this morning, so...
Because THERE ARE Starlit Nights.
i’m watching aj’s cover with carissa rae of “can you feel the love tonight/a whole new world”. it’s pretty aayyt. but again, aj’s piano drowns everything out. UGH. i hate when that happens. but nevertheless, he’s amazing. so is carissa rae. her voice is orgasm to the ears.
wow, i think i’m going through a whole mini boyband epiphany again. i’m...
fuckfuckfuck.
i have a headache. these new contacts aren’t so great.
but i had to go to the eye doctor yesterday for these new contacts. they’re okay, i guess. i gotta get used to them. i have a pretty bad headache.
my life is .. getting there. i’m looking for some missing pieces, still. but it’s gonna happen. i’ll get there.
i still feel pretty alone, though. i have these weird...
One Step at a Time?
just to tell you, that song gets on my nerves. i used to like it, but now that it’s like .. idk how to explain it, actually. weird.
but i’m tryna take things slow. regroup, refresh, reload. it’s all random words i can put into my life right now. things are finally beginning to fall into place, i guess. i can sense what i want. it’s all a matter of letting these things fall...
Vassana, I Love YOU.
maybe i didn’t handle things right? i’m not so sure. i feel like i’ve completely screwed myself over in every way humanly possible. i mean, she’s my life. she’s really my everything. but lately things have really taken a turn for the worst.
i woke up today feeling great. but i knew that i had to get something off my chest. i guess that’s why they say you gotta...
"i'm bad at this relationship stuff"
Yesterday was SO UGHHH. like it was so difficult on me.
(i’m talking to it about krystle, now)
but anyways, girls confuse me. like really. once second they want this, and then they want that and blahblahblah. and i’m not even talking about my girlfriend. forreal. it’s just that, girls are so moody, and one second you’re making them happy, and the next second it’s...
New Year's .. Stuff.
Happy 2009, everyone. this is the last double zero year we’re gonna have until the year 3000! but yeah, i have a lot of goals to fulfill this year. i’m like in the “blogging zone”, right now, despite my cousins playing mario kart behind me and screaming at the tv for no reason. how weird.
GOALS FOR 2009
work things out with ‘sana, despite the bumps we’ve hit...